Amber Rose and Wiz Khalifa have been on a roller coaster of a ride over the past year. After appearing perfectly happy together at the 2014 MTV Video Music Awards, the couple had a very public and nasty split in September.

And now, Amber is admitting that she wants Wiz back? Color us confused.

In a lengthy Instagram post on Thursday (Apr. 2), which was attached to a photo of them tonguing each other down at the 2011 MTV VMAs, Amber called Wiz her man crush and said a whole lot more more.

"My #ManCrushEveryday you know what it is.... We went wrong somewhere and even if we never ever get back together ( Even tho I pray, dream and hope we do) he will forever be the love of my life," she wrote. "The media doesn't make it easy but f--k them we gotta live for reality and not society. We forever have a bond because we made a beautiful baby from our Love. Through all the ups and downs of our relationship my heart still beats for him every single day. I'm sick of putting on a front like I'm happy without him. I'm not. He makes me happy. He's the only one who can. Regardless of how our lives Turn out in the long run he will always be the skinny tatted up stoner that has my heart."

It's unclear whether or not Wiz feels the same. Recently it seemed like the couple's differences even ruined a birthday party for their son Sebastian, prompting the Taylor Gang captain to vent on Twitter.

ive never voiced my true unhappiness out of fear of the person I was with and what she would do to make me more unhappy of anyone knew

— Cameron (@wizkhalifa) February 21, 2015

standing up for all fathers who need, deserve, or can't find help.

— Cameron (@wizkhalifa) February 22, 2015

Hopefully these two work things out, because they seemed to be madly in love before, as you can see in the video below.