Today is the day.
I have been waitingfor this for 21 years,
and it's finallygoing to happen.
I wake up every day, I look in the mirror.
I know I'm good enoughon the outside,
but on the inside,I'm still saying to myself,
"What is there missing?"
And finding outthat I was always enough
and I am always enoughwill really help.
All of these thoughts are running through my head.
I don't know how to act.
I don't know what to think.
Do I give this woman a hug?
Will she be impressed with me?
It's almost like a blind date
but it's my motherthat gave birth to me.
Ooh.This is nerve-wracking.
I don't know how to feel,
and even thoughI'm going into this
with zero expectations,
I still don't want to be disappointed
that I came this far.