All of our Teen Moms kept a personal diary throughout filming, and with their consent, we're sharing relevant entries after each week's episode airs. Below, Amber explains why she has mixed emotions about moving back home with Gary and expresses her concerns about taking him back.
It was really mature of Gary to make peace with me. I felt like he still loved me and he was finally trying to show me that. It was a step in the right direction.
Then again, I still had my doubts about everything. I didn't want to jump back into the relationship because I was scared that I would get hurt again. His attempt to try and be nice was good, but I wasn't sure if he would go back to his old ways.
I decided to move home because it wasn't right for me and Leah to move to the hotel in the first place. I had my baby and I wasn't gonna sit in a hotel with her ... She deserved to be home. It was also wrong of Gary to kick me out of the house, even though in the end he didn't want me to go.
I felt like Gary was trying hard to show me he changed when he took the day off from work to help me move. But then again, he's done this before. When we break up, he becomes Superman -- and then when we get back together, he goes back to his old ways.