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He hurts me 'cause he cares
He hurts me and it's all my fault

Roaches and cigarettes, a sink of hungry dishes
Flies in the afterbirth, I miss you when you're timid
Loving you is nothing new, it's self-mutilation
I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed but I love the stimulation

The last time I died, the last time I died
Wasn't nearly this much fun, welcome, welcome

Welcome to the family
To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic tragedy
Welcome to the family
To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic fantasy

I fell down some stairs, I ran into a wall
He hurts me 'cause he cares, it's all my fault

He likes to kill small animals and blame it on the weather
Father was [Incomprehensible] my secret name was terror
Loving you is nothing new, it's self-mutilation
I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed but I love the stimulation

The last time I died, the last time I died
Wasn't nearly this much fun, welcome, welcome

Welcome to the family
To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic tragedy
Welcome to the family
To this drug addict, sex fanatic, alcoholic fantasy

He hurts me 'cause he cares
He hurts me and it's all my fault
It's all my fault, it's all your fault
It's all your fault

F*** you
You insecure piece of s***
F*** you
Now look what you made me do

F*** you
You insecure piece of s***
F*** you
Now look what you made me do
F*** you

If you touch us again, I will f****** kill you
I will make you pay, I will make you pay
Now you know how it feels
Now you know how it feels